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31 July 2012 @ 04:44 am
I wish I was a character in a book. I just want to burst into some castle doors and demand to be sent on a mission.

I want to lift my arms towards the sky and my feet would just lift off the ground. I want a pet dragon- yes that's a bit extreme but hey! anything can happen on paper.

Current Mood: amusedamused
16 August 2011 @ 06:08 am
small colorful cubes. cubes with bright colors and cubes of different sizes. you can arrange them to make a perfect surface. the parts fit together. and then there is one piece left on the side. your fingers hold it over that perfect surface you made. only to realize there is no place left for this small yellow cube. the cubes are close together. the colors blue, green, and orange, you wonder if the yellow cube will fit in with the orange since the orange cubes are so similar, but it doesn't. simply because it's not orange. (Continue...)Collapse )
Current Location: bedroom-upstairs
Current Music: in my head.
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Livia is the strange girl in the hallway, the one that everyone seems to get out of their way to avoid.

even the teachers dislike her for her abnormal behavior.

even more, they hate her white mask; the one with the marker smears painting a swirl on the white cheek.

she creeps them out.

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Current Location: Upstairs
Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: Bite to break skin
03 August 2011 @ 10:18 pm
you have moments.... when your head rests on your pillow and you wish to close your eyes forever.

to end the continuous boredom and pointlessness of your existence.


then you sigh in relief when you open your eyes in the morning, and you realize

you're alive.
Current Location: living room.
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Opera-SUJU
10 July 2011 @ 11:33 pm
The world is mapped out for us. we know that evil exists because we watch the news, and everyday there is a new horrible person that has done horrible things.

there are many sayings that there is no such thing as pure white, or pure black. personalities are a blend. they come in shades of gray, some light and some dark, leaning toward blackness. we do not know what shades people come from until we see them at their worst. we wish we can view everyone with some kind of light vision, as they approach us we see them in their 'true colors', but that is not possible. that is why we have to give people chances to prove themselves worthy of our trust.

sometimes we regret that decision dearly.

and sometimes that regret comes too late.

Conrad has the privilege of knowing people before they speak to him. he has the ability to see the world in black and white.

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Current Location: living room.
Current Mood: coldcold
Current Music: SUJU-BONAMANA
07 July 2011 @ 05:31 am
soft patters of footsteps on hardwood floors sounded.

their owner taking the precaution to be extra careful not to wake the occupants of the room she is targeting.

she had waited for hours, watching the clock on her drawing-covered wall, tossing and turning in her bed, trying to stay still so that her parents would go to sleep and she could get up and take the object of her current obsession.

slowly inching closer to her father's bedside. her small fingers pulling the drawer open, freezing when her parents grunted and adjusted their position, then she saw it, in the drawer, the black metal object.

picking it up, she turned it in her palms, marveling at the cold surface, how it was larger than her hand. she tried grabbing it with both her hands and it made it easier, but pointing it was difficult for it's weight was a bit shaky in her hands.

it must be full of water, it's so heavy! she thought.

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Current Location: bedroom.
Current Mood: sympatheticsympathetic
Current Music: The script-Breakeven
06 July 2011 @ 09:28 pm
Money doesn't bring you happiness.

whoever said that must have been filthy rich, or just plain dirt-poor.

because, let's face it, only a person that sleeps with a full stomach,or just starving out of his sanity would say something that stupid.

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Current Location: living room.
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Florida- right round
Two little sisters gazing at the sea,
Imagining what their futures will be.

The older one says, as her eyes look around,
"I will go as far as the corners of the town.
I'll plant a little garden, flowers everywhere.
And pluck the most fragrant for my hair."

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Current Location: living room.
Current Mood: sillysilly
Current Music: two little sisters
05 July 2011 @ 08:36 pm
The water parted quietly as boats roamed around.

an air of urgency about them.

He watched silently, listening to his heartbeats quiver.

nothing else he could do.

every few minutes a bright flash of light would illuminate the water around him.

they were looking for him, he solemnly realized.

the rumble of engines seemed distant.

helicopters and search boats.

they were here for him.

he could not force himself to move anymore, he tried so hard to bring himself to the surface, realizing that thrashing only pulled him under, his body seemed to stop responding and his mind started to fog.

he could feel his fingers twitch slightly, the numbness taking over.

over here...I'm right here...

fate, with it's sick sense of humor.

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Author Note:
this is how it feels to fall into depression.

i would know.
Current Location: living room.
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: bruno mars-grenade
04 July 2011 @ 01:42 am
Originally posted by sugar_addicto at Check out our baby!!

 So xoxmissmoodyxox and I started a community.

It was all her idea; she'd wanted a community for a while now and we finally started working on it. After so many heated and debated discussions (it was a little crazy but still fun), we chose the title and the rules and our goals. Alright. One point for us.

It's a writing community (which feels like a big duh arrow into my forehead since all me and her do is write) and I want you guys to go and check it out!! It'll be empty for a while (or perhaps not, if Miss Moody and I do our magic) but we want you to join and add your work!

So the link to our
xxBarbed_Wirexx community is here. Won't take ya a minute to post your work and share it with LJ. Don't worry, we'll be getting crowds. I hope. hehe.